Dear God,
Today marks my 2nd anniversary as a religious missionary here in Japan—a place I never imagined nor asked for. I remember when I was asked where I saw myself serving my apostolic assignment after completing my theological studies. My answer was quick and firm: “Wherever!” After a day or two, my superior asked me to renew my passport. I didn’t think much of it. But when she reminded me again to renew it, it dawned on me that this was real. Still, Japan was never on my mind.
Yet, in my Daily Adoration, one prayer remained constant: Bring me to a place where I can be intimately closer to You. Through both deep consolation and profound sadness, in all seasons, in the unknown and the familiar, You are there, intimately present. I feel Your presence lifting me when I can no longer hold myself up amid my many whys. What draws me out of the darkness is knowing that You are indeed the truth and the light my heart longs for.
Japan, in all its seasons, with all its secular richness, beauty, and passion for perfection, 
often lacks awareness of a magnanimous being. Yet, I encounter You in another way. As their literature is from left to right, up and down, I am knowing You in another side of my brain, my heart, and my soul, so I may come to fullness. It was not easy, and I know I am not yet there.
Thank You for never giving up on me.
My heart is ready, oh God, my heart is ready!
My heart belongs to You, as You have loved me with an everlasting love.
Guide me, strengthen me, and hold me close as I continue this journey.
Let Your love and light fill every part of my being, now and forever. Amen.
Sr. Fatima Joy, r.a.
